I'm worried. there is a potential situation that would be Very Bad that seems to be a big possibility at the moment and I am very very scared.

but more than that, at the moment I am super-hungry, but too lazy to make food. and besides, I feel a bit yucky, so I don't particularly want to eat at the moment anyway. despite the fact that I clearly need to. low blood sugar helps nothing. the only food that sounds appetizing in the least though is food that comes from a restaurant, and I am definitely not going to go out to eat tonight, mainly because I don't feel like driving and also because I don't need to spend money on that right now.

but UGH... I just want the end of the week to be here, now, please. also I'm so tired. bleh.